I hope my question won’t wake up anything, and please accept my apologies if they do. - What hopes did you have when you were younger? - What did it look like

I hope my question won’t wake up anything, and please accept my apologies if they do. - What hopes did you have when you were younger? - What did it look like when you started failing? - Do you think a different turn of events would have avoided that? I feel like I was on the high path up to 25 years old, I’m earning now, but I’m getting inexorably rid of my friends, one after another. I’d like to know where I’m at…