> I think this is a two-fold thing. A desire for self-actualisation and a desire for recognition. It feels like that. I never really understood that I had a de

> I think this is a two-fold thing. A desire for self-actualisation and a desire for recognition. It feels like that. I never really understood that I had a desire for recognition before and so I mostly ignored it, but these days it's getting harder. > My other issue is that I've spent so long being creative in a commercial setting I find it very hard not to look at everything through a product lens. That doesn't help too. Switching before "work mode" and "home mode" when coding takes a bit of time for me, which makes it harder to do things as I don't have that much time after work.