Is it? While my mother sees life as the gift, I don't. Is there any viewpoint which makes it valid to accept that existence might just not be worth it in ever

Is it? While my mother sees life as the gift, I don't. Is there any viewpoint which makes it valid to accept that existence might just not be worth it in every case? Might we as a society not start talking about it in a way that perhaps lifing as long as possible might just not be the right thing for everyone? Does it make my life any better or worth having played even more games? Have been drunk over and.over again? Going to bed the 12801th time? Ha ing to stay fit? Seeing another movie? Yes I get it. The social norms is being alive otherwise our society would not work. But there could be a society were not necessarily lifing for ever might just not be stigmatized and become more normal. I'm at the point we're I have the feeling that I starve for new/different stimulation. Perhaps my way of thinking (ADHS) might just not be that compatible with the avg?