To me it just means I get sad twice when I stop seeing the sun in the morning again. I've never found it worth it. I'm somewhere between finland and seattle, l

To me it just means I get sad twice when I stop seeing the sun in the morning again. I've never found it worth it. I'm somewhere between finland and seattle, latitude-wise. A quirk of the structure of European vs. North American landmass is that northern europe is a lot more 'habitable' than northern America, so I am literally in the farthest north >1m person city in the americas and it feels about the same as, say, Stockholm except without direct ocean warmth.