This does seem to fit what I've seen. I often have this weird imposter syndrome, where I sit on calls for 2 weeks and create some detailed end-to-end design. I

This does seem to fit what I've seen. I often have this weird imposter syndrome, where I sit on calls for 2 weeks and create some detailed end-to-end design. I then take that design and present it to a a team of engineers are are tasked with actually implementing it. It feels strange to be doing that, and not having a hand in the implementation (i.e. coding). But then, those same engineers are the ones who come to me for the high-level questions.