Have you tried authentic relating? It’s a practice of connecting with yourself and others in a deep way. There are some free online Zoom calls to practice: htt

Have you tried authentic relating? It’s a practice of connecting with yourself and others in a deep way. There are some free online Zoom calls to practice: https://authenticrelating.co/art-community-circles/ https://authenticrelating.co/art-community-circles/ It might give you insight into the type of connection you’re looking for and how to create it rather than waiting for it to arrive. Also, you’re not interested in anime, video games, etc., but what are you interested in? Go to those places and hang around / talk to organizers. You’ll feel more alive in places you feel comfortable. If those places don’t exist then look into creating them.