It's up to you how to interpret the law, and it's up to the justice system and/or law enforcement and/or military to decide to punish you if it disagrees with y

It's up to you how to interpret the law, and it's up to the justice system and/or law enforcement and/or military to decide to punish you if it disagrees with your interpretation of the rules of society. I am not you, I am not your lawyer (this is not legal advice), and I am not a member of a societal authority such as those above; therefore, I have no viewpoint on whether you specifically owe some debt to society or not. You'll need to resolve that yourself or with the cooperation of your lawyer.