For me it's safe because it's just me,my preparation and the time I have. There is nothing more you can do at that point, the outcome is more or less decided an

For me it's safe because it's just me,my preparation and the time I have. There is nothing more you can do at that point, the outcome is more or less decided and I can be there. Just there and no where else. It's like the top of a roller coaster. You may hate what's about to come next but your strapped in for the ride no matter what. Except on stage you are not just a passenger. There's a sense of being totally in control and of things being out of your control.