lol, so far away from a local maximum. I am striving towards trying to make my life my own. I feel like I've failed at that pretty badly so far as well. It's

lol, so far away from a local maximum. I am striving towards trying to make my life my own. I feel like I've failed at that pretty badly so far as well. It's very much a roll with the punches type of thing over here. Seems to me nothing goes right or according to plan. I will happily admit that life cannot be mastered.