My unsolicited 5 cents: In order to become a founder on a startup it would help if you had confidence in your skill set, and it sounds like you're not at that

My unsolicited 5 cents: In order to become a founder on a startup it would help if you had confidence in your skill set, and it sounds like you're not at that point yet. I would get an office job and continue to develop my skill set with self study- It's helpful to know what it's like working at a real office, so why not try it for a year or two? If, within the next one or two years, you can avoid acquiring a mortgage/wife/child, AND can improve your skill set, you might be able to afford the risk that a startup entails.