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You don't have to die of cancer. If you got it, and you're sure it's terminal, there's really not much need to wait, there are ways. I'm still an alcoholic. I
by bserge 5y ago
You don't have to die of cancer. If you got it, and you're sure it's terminal, there's really not much need to wait, there are ways.
I'm still an alcoholic. I may drink less than before, but it's the only drug that affects GABA receptors that I can reliably get. If doctors won't help me, well, it's the only thing that keeps me sane lol.
I used to be careful with drugs, now I try everything I can get my hands on and note the results. It became sort of a hobby of mine.
Still remember the time I was fading in and out of consciousness from phenylethylamine and alcohol (wack interaction, do not recommend), the absolute despair that 7+ grams of pure GABA puts me into, and the time I passed out and pissed myself on too much Imipramine+L-DOPA+Valerian extract.
Ah, if only I could get the good stuff that works for my actual problems, but apparently prescriptions are not for subhuman citizens like me.
If I die, I die. If I become disabled/impaired, I die. Harder than it sounds, but I'm gonna test the limits.
- rargramble 5y agoMost normal people don't have death wishes.
- pmlamotte 5y agoHave you given kava a try? I reduced my alcohol consumption significantly to only rare occasions, and have recently found that kava serves as a nice substitute. The effects aren't as pronounced and you don't get the impaired judgement/reduced cognition, but I consider that a plus.