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Day 4: So now the effect is fading, but on days 1-3 I was in full control. I did everything I have ever wished my productive self would do (read whole book, wal
by lifeplusplus 5y ago
Day 4: So now the effect is fading, but on days 1-3 I was in full control. I did everything I have ever wished my productive self would do (read whole book, walked 8 miles, went to bed at 10pm...). I didn't need will power as alternative thoughts were just absent. I was in 'do' mode 95% of the time, no thinking/stalling.. i.e. I should take a shower.. I got up and did, no willpower needed.. my body started to feel exhausted from doing right things all day.. but it didn't cause internal debate at all. It wasn't like I lived a 100% productive life in those days, but I did what I choose to, 100% easily. No fighting yourself, no negative feeling (regret, self pity, desperation, anxiety, etc).. ex: I decided to watch a movie, then mid way I decided it's too late and should go to sleep. I did just that.. didn't fight the urge to let it finish because that urge was so weak that didn't even need willpower. It was beautiful, albeit bit zombie like couldn't really think deep thoughts. On day one I could have been told to draw straight lines for 8 hours and I'd have not felt bored, tired, and agitated. Is this what Adderall feels like?