I always feel very awkward saying banal things in response to meaningless questions so I avoid "small talk" and even simple "how are you?" at all costs, often b

I always feel very awkward saying banal things in response to meaningless questions so I avoid "small talk" and even simple "how are you?" at all costs, often by hurrying to cross the street when I notice someone who knows me. At the same time I'm almost always very interested in what do others actually feel, think and know and would be glad to have a meaningful conversation on any (preferably non-personal) subject with anybody.