I couldn't play an instrument if my life depended on it, can't sing particularly well and also have little to no musical training beyond whatever we did in midd

I couldn't play an instrument if my life depended on it, can't sing particularly well and also have little to no musical training beyond whatever we did in middle school – even I can tell this piece just doesn't sound right. Listening to it felt schizophrenic or something, like it's reaching all over the place and just going off on weird incoherent tangents. Almost exhausting to try and keep up with it, and not in a good way.