Alcohol also helps a ton with foreign language speaking. Are there any parties at work or events where you could have a drink or two? The confidence boost and p

Alcohol also helps a ton with foreign language speaking. Are there any parties at work or events where you could have a drink or two? The confidence boost and positive speaking experience could have some carryover to sober work life. Other than that, give it time, push through until you don't care anymore, you will get there.