I can totally relate with that, at the end of the day we need that special connection. I also just felt obsessing over that before I met my girlfriend. You sho

I can totally relate with that, at the end of the day we need that special connection. I also just felt obsessing over that before I met my girlfriend. You should meet more people. Just get to know them, until someone just clicks. A LOT of people are in your situation men, women, new and old, pretty and ugly... A friend of mine recently had success with online dating websites. He met a 25 year old blond, that you would say she would not have any problem meeting guys. But that's the current days, difficult to meet people. A lot of young people are looking for meaningfully connections. Friendship or love I would avoid gyms, bars, and night clubs to meet people. Try more organized activities that promote individual and group, interaction and discussion. Like [meetup.com] or similar events websites: coding events, philosophy, social, boardgames, movie watch and discussion...