I think the longer you go you may develop a different perspective, although it seems you might have a glimmer of it already. The endocannabinoid system biologic

I think the longer you go you may develop a different perspective, although it seems you might have a glimmer of it already. The endocannabinoid system biologically encodes salience, and so when you take cannabis everything (especially the internal world of thoughts and ideas) seems interesting and important, often moreso than it would be without the substance interfering with your perception.