> so that when I get to the point where I need to actually write them it's a totally redundant pain in the ass. Yup. Planning a vacation and then doing the vac

> so that when I get to the point where I need to actually write them it's a totally redundant pain in the ass. Yup. Planning a vacation and then doing the vacation is like doing it twice. I'm already bored. Better to just hop off the plane, wander around, and get lost. I've got dozens of half-baked projects. Once I verify to myself that something is feasible, I lose interest. There's so many more fascinating problems to chew on! I've wondered why I'm this way. A day dreamer, a space cadet. Maybe I'm addicted to novelty. My sis seems to be more like Elon Musk; manic energy to execute. I've met maybe a dozen people like my sis. People who's dopamine hit comes from checking off items on a task list. My hit apparently comes from solving puzzles. My latest thing is dot journaling. To make the ideas and plans in my head concrete. I've tried so many times in the past. Now it's really not optional. Maybe this time it'll stick.