I always wanted to know where does this put me in the American race war: - I come from Eastern Europe - my ancestors were enslaved, bought and sold for hundre

I always wanted to know where does this put me in the American race war: - I come from Eastern Europe - my ancestors were enslaved, bought and sold for hundreds of years as far as we know - my family was raped, prosecuted and killed by NKVD, KGB and has been through gulag - my family always struggled with poverty and only hard work and education of multiple generations got me where I am - I’m white and didn’t see a person of color until I went abroad - I emigrated to US 10 years ago Company trainings are obviously a wrong place to ask this but: what is my place in the racism discourse? Why am I lumped with all the white people group and forced to “accept” white privilege? How do I get out of this madness without hurting myself?