I've since realized I'm just not destined for a relationship since I'm way to self motivated and willing to change. I'm not ugly either. I just can't stand how

I've since realized I'm just not destined for a relationship since I'm way to self motivated and willing to change. I'm not ugly either. I just can't stand how most women in my area are either boring socialites that have no skills, overweight, or are just a shackle. I haven't given up, I just found myself alone and I'm happy with it. I figured being with someone might make it feel different but it definitely does not.