I totally get that it was my own fault, hence the “not bothering to read the rules) part, and I also very much regret the language I ended up using in some of t

I totally get that it was my own fault, hence the “not bothering to read the rules) part, and I also very much regret the language I ended up using in some of the communication at the time. Looking back on it now it’s sort of hilarious though.