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I definitely had a similar experience of not realizing my memory and recall was uncommon - and assuming the people in my life didn't care, rather than didn't re

I definitely had a similar experience of not realizing my memory and recall was uncommon - and assuming the people in my life didn't care, rather than didn't recall. A number of times in my head the same experience played out: "Of course I know what you wore on our third date and what you ordered. How couldn't I? It's important! Am I not as important to you as you are to me?" Only after spending time and putting in the work with a partner who had their own memory issues did I actually bring this up to them and a therapist. I recall a conversation where I told them it was OK that they had forgotten what we ate on our first date or what I was wearing, because I didn't want to be resentful over unimportant things. The therapist asked me if I remembered most of our dates - where we went, what we wore, what we ordered, movies or shows we saw, etc. I remember being confused - of course I did! Who wouldn't? My therapist explained that this was really uncommon, especially in the scale of years and decades. I had never considered it before that. It changed how I interacted with the world and I wish I had known sooner.

curation 5y ago
It's so wonderful to discuss this with someone! I also wish I'd had therapy as a kid. I try to imagine how annoying it must be to live with someone who remembers everything. As I get older my peers memories worsen further and I sit through repeated stories and struggle to know how to cope with that, and how to deal with questions I've already answered. It's a lonely feeling I'm not sure how to deal with. It's also hard to explain to someone about this as it is perceived, especially in this era of polemics, as a boast or a challenge. Do I tell someone where something they put is every time quickly or do I let them search? Do I tell them you told me that 7 times and the the kind of beer we were drinking each time and if I don't am I lying? It's weird. It certainly has meant that I have a few and very close friends I keep close because they've grown up with me and just understand. But with new friends, in middle age, it grows complex again. Back to the therapist I go!

curation 5y ago

It's so wonderful to discuss this with someone! I also wish I'd had therapy as a kid. I try to imagine how annoying it must be to live with someone who remembers everything. As I get older my peers memories worsen further and I sit through repeated stories and struggle to know how to cope with that, and how to deal with questions I've already answered. It's a lonely feeling I'm not sure how to deal with. It's also hard to explain to someone about this as it is perceived, especially in this era of polemics, as a boast or a challenge. Do I tell someone where something they put is every time quickly or do I let them search? Do I tell them you told me that 7 times and the the kind of beer we were drinking each time and if I don't am I lying? It's weird. It certainly has meant that I have a few and very close friends I keep close because they've grown up with me and just understand. But with new friends, in middle age, it grows complex again. Back to the therapist I go!