You might get something out of this [1] article, especially it's section on nihilism but the preceding sections on requirements for their being meaning will pro

You might get something out of this [1] article, especially it's section on nihilism but the preceding sections on requirements for their being meaning will probably be helpful to you. Who I really recommend is Camus and sartre who wrote quite a bit about it and how to live with it. 1. https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/life-meaning/#Nihi https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/life-meaning/#Nihi 2. https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/camus/ https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/camus/ 3. https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/sartre/ https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/sartre/