To be honest if I wrote down aspects of my life it might seem awesome but it depends on how you look at it. Do I have any impact on the world? No. Do I have a l

To be honest if I wrote down aspects of my life it might seem awesome but it depends on how you look at it. Do I have any impact on the world? No. Do I have a large and thriving social circle? No. Do I help or improve the lives of the friends I do have? No. Will anyone remember me after I pass away? No. But that is normal. At a rough guess I imagine >99% of people to ever have lived are completely forgotten and their lives have no impact other than having kids. At the end of the day we're all just animals on a floating rock in space. If you can optimize for your own happiness then you're doing great.