Don't be to hard on yourself, most people come to feel the same way in their 40s, sometimes known as a mid life crisis. The good news is once You get through t

Don't be to hard on yourself, most people come to feel the same way in their 40s, sometimes known as a mid life crisis. The good news is once You get through this period of life, things generally get better, possibly the best and happiest years of your life. In the meantime I suggest You start working on a plan for the rest of your life. We either make and follow our own life plan to our benifit or get sucked into following someone else's plan to their benifit. IMHO those are the only two choices we have.