Yes, many scenarios I've played through in my head after awakening at 2am. For this particular example, it's not the information uptake that's the problem, it'

Yes, many scenarios I've played through in my head after awakening at 2am. For this particular example, it's not the information uptake that's the problem, it's the obvious unwillingness to put any effort into even hearing it out. And, yes, I still consider that I could be the problem, but upon many a midnight consideration, I've decided that I have to break this particular egg in order to find that out.