I have every intention of following the guidelines. It doesn't exempt me from being aware of reality, and there are times when the guidelines and events in real

I have every intention of following the guidelines. It doesn't exempt me from being aware of reality, and there are times when the guidelines and events in reality clash. This makes your job as a moderator (I take it that's something you do?) unreasonably difficult. I'm very sorry about that. The fact that reality makes it unreasonably difficult doesn't mean reality stops happening, and your efforts are appreciated even when they can't be completely effective (because some participants will not honor your rules or operate in good faith). It's tough all over, and it's important to respect our intentions. The goal is to get back to good faith one day :)