Hey this little Voice of anxiety I get it to and weed alleviated this.. or so I think. In return it makes me lazy and if I smoke too much it makes it louder and

Hey this little Voice of anxiety I get it to and weed alleviated this.. or so I think. In return it makes me lazy and if I smoke too much it makes it louder and it wants me to stop smoking weed Soo much. But on other hand if I have a steady supply I cannot quit it. So fucked up