This is the first question that comes to my mind. I’m on a long depression journey and when I was at my worst, I had absolutely no desire to fix things. I just

This is the first question that comes to my mind. I’m on a long depression journey and when I was at my worst, I had absolutely no desire to fix things. I just wanted to stop hurting, or do things that helped me not feel the pain. Looking back on that version of me, I wouldn’t really trust myself to make decisions about life and death. But on the flip side, I know not all circumstances are equal, and so all I can conclude is that this is incredibly complicated and I don’t have the answer.