This will sound esoteric, but I feel should say it: sometimes when you are involved in a practice for which you have no context, you will open a door to things

This will sound esoteric, but I feel should say it: sometimes when you are involved in a practice for which you have no context, you will open a door to things for which you have no name. You won't be able to name what you see or what you feel, and this can cause everything to come crashing down. An experienced guide can help you avoid this outcome.