I started vaping in my almost 30s to cope with depression and insomnia induced by living with tiny crying adorable babies and no family support whatsoever. It

I started vaping in my almost 30s to cope with depression and insomnia induced by living with tiny crying adorable babies and no family support whatsoever. It worked great as a way to relax, enjoy some anime / movies / youtube and then fall asleep after everyone in the house quieted the f down. Your tastebuds on weed are an amazing experience as well. I also managed to vape with friends a few times, which was fun. I got a vaporiser because I care about my health and didn't want to smoke paper. Very little smell, no effect on walls, easy to operate. The only annoyance was having to use the black market to buy it which implies firing up tails, transferring bitcoins / monero, hoping the guy won't flat out scam you or that your package would be stopped. Basically the buying process wasn't stress free, so after a couple of years I just decided I wouldn't buy it anymore. The high stress points was also on the way down so I was a bit more relaxed. I still vape if I'm somewhere where it's legal and I would definitely vape every once and then if it were legal in my country. After a couple of years of almost daily use I stopped cold turkey and nothing happened. I was worried I would have problems with falling asleep but that didn't happen. After 2 more years I started being stressed again (for work reasons) and I had trouble with sleep again. I self cured it with a beer every once and then (which is as much a depressant as weed). I'm not happy about the extra calories and I'm not happy about how mild and less relaxing it is - but it's easier to buy than weed.