Over the last 18 months I have been working to get that back. I remind myself at the end of the day that what I did was productive and useful and so far that h

Over the last 18 months I have been working to get that back. I remind myself at the end of the day that what I did was productive and useful and so far that has worked well. I realized that it is really easy to fall into the "but what if..." trap but doing so is not spending enough time in the present moment.