My plan is to at least take the next year off to think things through. I don't have nearly enough money for an early retirement, so this will have to be it for

My plan is to at least take the next year off to think things through. I don't have nearly enough money for an early retirement, so this will have to be it for now. But anyway, an interesting thing happened. I am in talks to buy a small cheap piece of land that needs a lot of work. And suddenly I had all these ideas of what I could do there once I clean it up. Not only gardening again, but hobbies, learning new things etc. Basically all the things I want to do now, of which I just occasionally get to some of them, but am otherwise to drained to really get to it. So it's not about not working, it's not about not doing anything, I think I would die if it was like that. It's about doing something meaningful or at least something I don't feel is 60% BS.