Re-diving is not only hard but also demotivating and morally tiring. You spend the same efforts again and again and at the fourth try you just stop understandin

Re-diving is not only hard but also demotivating and morally tiring. You spend the same efforts again and again and at the fourth try you just stop understanding why they need you, a deep-analyzing guy, in the first place, when they could just hire a “friday ETA at any cost, boss” guy and ship whatever they could do right at friday evening. I wore these shoes, but one case was special. I was being young, debugging some live show-stopping issues at the client side (the sales department of a plastics factory, a part of a lingered project) when their production manager who I didn’t even know approached and asked in a very demanding tone when the entire project will be done. I distracted and politely redirected them to our PM only to hear a tirade about me doing nothing for months, despite the fact that all the work was thrown on me only recently, after our low-skilled part of the office managed to create enough mess. I politely explained that (omitting the “mess” part) and repeated what I’ve said before, again to no avail. And then my ego decided that it is reasonable to elevate my tone a little and ask them to please not interrupt me at this part of work, because it doesn’t make it easier. God, that hit him unexpectedly hard. Management is never ready for that sort of a dialogue, as I learned later. He left in rage and never greeted me again. (To not look too grumpy, I must say that everyone else, including some high-profile nose-up positions there, sort of adored me for solving their needs at least partially after a long time and for being not yet another silent display-peering guy.) Wasn’t long before the story was relayed to our PM. I was criticized and expected to apologize but I refused because morally I didn’t feel guilty and to that moment I understood that this project was unlikely to succeed anyway. Few days later I just took the costs of my time and a fellow developer’s at my own expense and left this project completely. It was worth it. No moral here, but another example that they don’t really understand the difference between a grinder operator and a developer. Also, I may play sir-vs-peasant games with management, but I still don’t get it as a human and will bite back if they play too much. Nothing is worth losing your dignity, unless you’re seriously leveraged. (And in my experience 99% of the client employees never exploited it anyway for personal attacks or sort of that)