To be equivalently (ok, maybe just a bit more) blunt back to you: if you (as another person who will be speaking after me) care so little about what I am saying

To be equivalently (ok, maybe just a bit more) blunt back to you: if you (as another person who will be speaking after me) care so little about what I am saying when I am speaking that you aren't fact checking what I am claiming and taking notes while adjusting your own talking points, what the hell are you even doing? Hell: what am I even doing at that point? Isn't the goal of this entire exercise wherein we all came together to have a massive meeting that we are supposed to be talking--even "sparring"--with each other in an attempt to find the truth? Your quaint concept of what it means to "listen" to someone else is just extremely strange to me... (though maybe a bit less strange as your final sentence makes it sound like you don't even care what people say anyway).