Hey OP. I don’t know you but I want to tell you I love you, I understand the feelings and pain. You are important so please don’t harm yourself. Things DO get b

Hey OP. I don’t know you but I want to tell you I love you, I understand the feelings and pain. You are important so please don’t harm yourself. Things DO get better. Trust me on this, I had severe depression from late teens to early twenties, and things turned around after 24. I was also VERY late to the medication game, I was against anti depressants for the longest time because “didn’t want to mess with my brain,” I can’t tell you how wrong I was on that one. I also did brain scans, therapy and hormone testing and found out I had low testosterone due to the stress I would put myself under, so I worked with my doctor (had to find the right one who I trusted and was competent in these matters), and we got a plan to improve my levels. I did it all on my own and life turned around 180. I got everything I wanted, which if you’re anything like me is probably also what you want too. Trust me you can do this OP, just hang in there.