I'm sorry that you're in pain. When I was your age I felt the same way a lot of the time. Tinder is superficial bullshit. Your lack of matches there isn't sig

I'm sorry that you're in pain. When I was your age I felt the same way a lot of the time. Tinder is superficial bullshit. Your lack of matches there isn't significant, and what you see there are often false images. Those people aren't as accomplished or handsome/pretty as they appear there. I don't have any magic words to tell you, but it does get better for almost everyone going through what you are going through. I find that I feel much better if I get out and walk. Finding someone to talk to helps. You could try therapy; the first person you find might not be the right one.