hello, imho ad depression: 1. go get professional help and imho. what applys to all people 2. meaning in live doesn't come "naturally" to anyone, you have to

hello, imho ad depression: 1. go get professional help and imho. what applys to all people 2. meaning in live doesn't come "naturally" to anyone, you have to actively discover & decide what "floats your boat" in live. for example, there are a lot of different "communities" providing an excuse for certain things - religions, spiritual communities, startups etc. -, but: everybody decides for his/_/her own what to do in live. in the end you just have a few decades you can shape according to your own ideas ... and this time will pass regardless of your choices :) cheersv