Why? I find this species and human existence to be intolerable and loathsome. I think humans are shit. I have hated being alive for decades, and have held on fo

Why? I find this species and human existence to be intolerable and loathsome. I think humans are shit. I have hated being alive for decades, and have held on for too long only to see everything deteriorate. In my view, it's better to self terminate now and save resources. To be clear, I am destitute and have zero intention nor desire to participate in human culture again. It's why I gave everything away in preparation for suicide. __Practical Reasons__ I've dealt with unresolved bullying and abuse for decades and decided enough was enough. Past the point of no return now. I also have an untreatable medical condition that has wrecked my quality of life for decades. Hoping to finally do it this time. Too many false starts.