I absolutely feel the same. I'm very good at what I do but the routine is just so draining and boring to be perfectly honest. But it pays the bills and I get a

I absolutely feel the same. I'm very good at what I do but the routine is just so draining and boring to be perfectly honest. But it pays the bills and I get a good pension at the end. But it still all feels very sad in some ways. I feel like I should be greatful though. It's a decent paying job and I have a good crew to work with. I hate to complain but here we are.