Ah damn, now I'm aware of my inner monologue! Honestly it just isn't there for me most of the time. It's the same when I read or look at most anything; I'm not

Ah damn, now I'm aware of my inner monologue! Honestly it just isn't there for me most of the time. It's the same when I read or look at most anything; I'm not thinking in words. When I get stuck on a page or technical snippet I'll sometimes be caught in a loop of reading out loud in my head but not understanding much of it. After enough time the inner monologue fades and I'm back to full speed.