I imagine it's different for different people. I survived an event that m doctor at the time warned me there was very little chance of surviving. After workin

I imagine it's different for different people. I survived an event that m doctor at the time warned me there was very little chance of surviving. After working through all of the stages of loss over my future, I managed to come out the other side of my health issues with less impact than expected. Now it's almost like I've made peace with my death, and don't much care about anything anymore. The only way I can rationalize what my brain's done is it's accepted a world without me, and is OK with that. It's odd, you'd think someone that survives a traumatic event would be overjoyed. I'm just "meh" most of the time now.