> It's getting better, actually. I believe I'm fixing it slowly. You've illuminated the key point I think. I struggled with this as well, and finally just forc

> It's getting better, actually. I believe I'm fixing it slowly. You've illuminated the key point I think. I struggled with this as well, and finally just forced myself to abandon the door, and struggle with the feelings. If you can do it ONCE, it gets easier from there. I admit I was a light case compared to the hair dryer, but the more times you can push through the compulsion -- with the aid of whatever tricks you can come up with -- the easier it gets.