Seems to me that you are in a toxic environment. So it's unclear whether it is your workplace that you dislike or the role of being programmer. Doing "leetcod

Seems to me that you are in a toxic environment. So it's unclear whether it is your workplace that you dislike or the role of being programmer. Doing "leetcoding" most certainly isn't what software development is about. Have you looked into changing jobs for a better company?