Those are all very obvious questions that I have been asking myself for years, without finding useful answers. The objective reality is that I did not succeed.

Those are all very obvious questions that I have been asking myself for years, without finding useful answers. The objective reality is that I did not succeed. Somehow people think accepting that means I have a negative attitude. I haven't given up on ever working again, but I'm not delusional enough to think I haven't been unemployed for a long time.