the way i look at it, my chances of dying outside of my control are alot higher than the things i can control. So i just live life with the knowledge that when

the way i look at it, my chances of dying outside of my control are alot higher than the things i can control. So i just live life with the knowledge that when i drink i'm just borrowing fun from the next day perhaps even shaving off a few seconds of my life probabilistically. Is it worth it? Sometimes.