It seems like half of my personal journal entries all begin with "I really need to figure out how to do this more often." Haven't even tried to write one in al

It seems like half of my personal journal entries all begin with "I really need to figure out how to do this more often." Haven't even tried to write one in almost two weeks. Always such a struggle. It's even worse when I try to make them public blogs, though. Haven't had one of those in many years, yet I've written about 300,000 words in my personal journal over the past 5 years. I did start work on trying to retroactively rework some as a blog, but that stalled and I never made the site public.