Wow, I'm incredibly sad for you. If I felt that way towards a field I've been working in since I was in the sixth grade and now for some 30 years of my life...

Wow, I'm incredibly sad for you. If I felt that way towards a field I've been working in since I was in the sixth grade and now for some 30 years of my life... well it wouldn't be pretty. Sounds like you're burned out. If software development is your passion, perhaps take a break and reconnect with yourself?