OP is a young (I assume) college graduate, asking for advice and open to the fact that their current thinking may be wrong. I see no weakness here. Unless you

OP is a young (I assume) college graduate, asking for advice and open to the fact that their current thinking may be wrong. I see no weakness here. Unless you consider thoughtfulness and introspection to be weakness? Not everyone in business has to behave like they’re The Wolf of Wall Street.