I am a male with 2D : 4d of about 1.05, don't care to measure but my index fingers are definitely longer. Apparently normal for men is 0.95 and women 0.97. If I

I am a male with 2D : 4d of about 1.05, don't care to measure but my index fingers are definitely longer. Apparently normal for men is 0.95 and women 0.97. If I put one over the other from the other hand as that picture I shows I get about 10% longer on one hand and about equal on the other. Things about me: I am super anxious about everything. Which really sucks since men aren't supposed to be anxious, but it is fine after I accepted that I'll die alone. Women aren't attracted to anxious men and it gets even worse that I'd have to overcome my anxiousness probably hundreds of times for anything to ever happen. Just doing it a single time feels like death. Anyway, there are plenty of fun stuff to do as a loner today so I'm reasonable happy, probably not far from as happy I can be given how overly anxious I am. Being anxious usually doesn't lead to healthy relationships so even if I did go through all that work most likely it would just end up like shit and I'd be way more miserable than now.